Merry Christmas!

Ok so I'm back from Korea.. The scenery was great there.. Unfortunately I only saw snow on the ski slopes.. Although it was like minus 7 degrees.. Hahaz.. Lucky Jeremy saw it on his last day.. Oh well. Korean ladies actually bother to make good use of their fashion sense. Their winter time clothing fits them well. I thought shopping would be inexpensive there compared to Singapore. Who knows, their food can cost up to two or three times as much as Singapore's. I guess I still prefer Singapore when it comes to food. (U should try Kimchi.)

On Christmas' Eve, I watched Kung Fu Hustle with Jer, Brian, Wee Kim and Yaozhen. Wonder why they put Hustle, Kung Fu alone sounds better? We thought Junwee had his biathlon, so well, we left him out. Oh well, guess I'll only see him on Monday.. hahaz. Anyway, Kung Fu was not bad la. Very hilarious, as to be expected from a Stephen Chow movie. It's a comedy, so we can't expect too much from the plot can we? I must say that the 3D effects were great.

After that movie, Jackson joined us for dinner and pool at Orchard. Well actually, he joined us at a very not early time. Brian blamed me for not saying that Cine's bowling alley was not opened. So unfortunately, Jeremy who was not a pool fan left us. We mourned his loss, for he had went the long mile down from Bishan with us, to go back up to Hougang again.

And so, we got a small table. Somehow or another, Brian and I played like Ming Long that day. (he's not bad, just that we like to suan him =p) Perhaps it was because of the rough plastic cue? Or was it because of naughty elves? Anyway, after Jackson left, Wee Kim and I saboed Brian, hitting his balls in to make him go out.. Poor Brian. =P

News spread really fast. Hahaz.. Well if u still didn't know, I have been posted to Nanyang JC. It's my sixth choice by the way. Posting is done by MOE based on merit and not by order of choice, so I guess I'm just unlucky to not have put RJ arts. Oh well, I heard that NY has S papers too, so it won't be much of a problem if I decide to stay there. I'm looking forward to my first three months!

Now, to enjoy the rest of the holidays with my friends..

one of the good days. nice weather too. i ran 25s for 200m, 10min 11s for 2.4km but a poor 41mins 23s for 4.8km.. oh well.. too tired liao hahaz.. still i can only swim 4 laps in breaststroke, breaststroke lehz.. aiyoz!

well well for now i shall take on the piano.. haven't played it for forever.. shall attempt to learn Grade 5 songs hahaz..

What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I say when it's all over
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me
What have I got to do to be heard
What do I do when lightning strikes me
What have I got to do
What have I got to do
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

phew. i think i need to buy a Palm organiser soon. else i may forget some of the events, not that my memory is poor or what.

anyway, The Incredibles was incredible. Light-hearted and funny. Last part where the baby became a devil was the funniest! Well, somehow i see a lot of similarities to the X-men series.. Iceman is obviously obvious.. Then there was this machine that looked like the one used to kill mutants, the Celebro i think.. Oh yeah, Gazerbeam too.. Totally similar to Cyclops hahaz.. If u ask me, Violet resembles Prila.. or the other way around?

well.. i guess we are mostly going our separate ways huh.. Jun Wee is going RJ, Wee Kim is going NJ, Yaozhen is going HC and me dunno-where-yet but prob VJ.. it's a mixed bag of emotions..

now, i just need to swim and run more.. i may have some strength but my stamina is like totally non-existent now.. only 3 laps in breaststroke.. if that continues i will have to avoid endurance sports in JC.. hahaz..

oh yarh.. found a interesting website.. but some pple may be offended though.. has contents from FHM.. but see it anyway!

Love more and fear less?


that's the sound of my bedframe collapsing.

now my bed is on the floor.

not bad, considering that my body weight is like forty something.

imagine what would happen if a heavy object like prila tried to sleep on my bed.. *shudders*

ahhzz.. btw, welcome back junwee!

now, to renew my passport..

hahaz.. woke up to sham's gudnyte message! and it's 8 times.. madlady la! =P

wonder if i shld go find a job, help my grandma, or self-actualisation..

wonder why evolution does not make us perfect..

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Johnny be the stockbroker man?
Can Priscillia find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
Everthing will work out fine
If you let love, love lead the way
Sitting there all alone
In the window of her room
Watching the world go by
Brings tears to her eyes
All she sees is hurt and pain, she wants to break the chain
She'll keep pressing everyday and she'll find her own sweet way
Part of me laughs
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why

One day you're here
Next you are gone
No matter what we must go on
Just keep the faith
And let love lead the way
You can be all that and still can be who you are
You gotta know for sure that it isn't make believe
You may feel weak but you are strong
Don't you give up if
If you keep holding on, you'll never be wrong
Just close your eyes cause it lies deep in your heart, yeah
Part of me laughs
Part of me cries
Part of me wants to question why
Why is there pain
Why is there sunshine then the rain

hmmhmm! emotions..
there's something i have to say..

thank you, everyone!
u all make a difference!

Rainy day

Yesterday, i was a little late for Wansu's bdae celebration. Lucky some Prissy was just after me, so i don't feel that guilty..

Something that was too much of a coincidence was that 5 people wore red and 4 wore white.. Only Xueying wore navy blue.. Huili wore pastel blue.. I cannot believe it lor.. This is my first time wearing red.. I'm always faithful to blue.. And this happens? 4D anyone?

I didn't really recognise Suxian.. Everybody loves to wear contacts huh.. I will not try to understand why because I don't need specs yet..

Thank you Janice, Wansu and Xinru for the presents.. Hahaz..

As expected, at bowling nobody could beat Aaron Tan aka AT.. I must thank him for correcting my spin techinque too..

As for pool, AT and Puden were the kings.. While Prila and Xueying were the queens..

Steamboat, a lot of people were totally skilful at manoeuvring.. That Daniel beside me was an experienced cook.. Kept correcting Darryl's mistakes..
Huili was a vegetarian so her table had plain water.. While I of course asked for my favourite Herbal Soup.. To think they don't have.. What a disappointment hahaz..
Plus the Uncle in Black there probably learnt some Invincible Palm thing lah.. He can lift the hot metal soupbowl with his bare hands.. Amazing.. Must see it..
Suxian was also like drunk after eating.. Became very lame and mad.. So I finally found another who has rosacea symptoms..

Photo-taking? No doubt, Janice is the star.. Oh, and the non-act-cute TXR too..

We had fun with Puden playing the guitar too! He did well although there was no amplifier.. First was the infamous Guan Huai Fang Shi.. Aaron and Puden then sang the Lord's songs.. If we could do that at the seaside wouldn't it be interesting? Too bad it was dark already..

One thing that I cannot stand is the plan lah.. It was so obvious.. Even without me deliberately messing things up =P anyway next time please make a better plan.. Wo zhen de kan bu xia qu.. Thinking of how uncomfortable the guy must feel..

Oh ya.. I tried not to tease Prila, but can't help it lahz.. She looks cuter when she is angry ma.. Anyway, i won't apologise for my nice words.. hahaz..

Finally, if u want to know more, please do not read Prila the Godzilla's blog wor.. Do read Wansu's and Janice's blog..

My jaws are probably gonna drop soon.. I laughed too much yesterday..

Oh ya, now my bookworming activities are more intense than ever..

I recommend Jue Dai Shuang Jiao, or The Twin Heroes (?) to anybody.. How come the translation is Heroes instead of Lasses i don't know.. I guess i'll have to consult Master Goh on that..

at first i thought Moe's PAE system had problems when i tried ydae at 0830, then i realised it was my Internet Explorer who had problems.. to think i could miss it.. hahaz.. so in case i change my mind, i quickly registered with my nosy.. no, erm caring + curious mother behind watching..

first 3 are:

HC Sci and Arts
RJ Sci

i forgot abt putting SA in, but that is not worth a bus trip..

Anyway I will go to any JC except AJC, ACJC, NJC, TJC, TPJC, so guess the rest. =P don't ask me why, they are forbidden areas.. I would rather go CJC.. So i guess u can see how much i love them..

ok.. i really feel like blogging today. so here goes!

firstly, i must thank Jackson, Jun Wee and Wee Kim for the Zhou Chuan Xiong CD.. His new album has good songs.. CD2 has the old favourites as well.. hahaz..

secondly, i must thank Master Sin for the treat at Mos Burger.. i will try not to suan him too much in the future.. hahaz..

had a great discussion with Brian Tian and Co. at Mos Burger (sorry that i mentioned Brian only since he's em.. quite a prominent stoner?) about our bright futures.. Now i think i try HC first lahz.. more chance of getting into med sch.. but if I get into Victoria then so be it.. anyway whichever JC i go i will surely have fun lahz..

also had a great discussion with Jun Wee and Jackson on our way home.. about Chinese standard in Singapore.. Chinese who don't even want to learn how to speak or even write Chinese.. thinking English is all the best.. also known as chong yang mei wai.. is it because taking the first step to learn Chinese is hard? or is it that they just back down in times of hardship? maybe peace has weakened the human heart..

one qualm i had in all my life was the education system for Chinese.. it seems that the government is encouraging us to learn Chinese just for the sake of learning.. and memorising all those dumb words and phrases.. is just not right.. of coz i guess that's the best short term way out.. why are people afraid of, or hating Chinese when we are supposed to be proud of our own culture? Is it because our parents want to make up for their losses? for their lack of education? That we now take education for granted? now that i blurt it all out.. i feel much better. now i can really relax.. hahaz!

since i'm here, might as well blog about my 'O' level..

GCE 'O' Level

greatest achievements:

higher chinese! i totally put all my love into that man.. this is the first time I actually get full marks for my fill in the blanks (han zi and ci yu).. 20/20 can! when i usually only get 20/40 or 10/20.. this is only one thing that i feel a satisfaction for.. as for zuo wen.. finally there is a expository that i can do..

history! hey.. first time that I really studied hard for it.. give me some credit.. although i only picked topics.. but somehow part of it came out! and I finished my SEQ.. hahaz!

english! finally decided to do a decent essay.. luckily there was a decent topic.. compared to the lousy essays that i wrote in my prelims.. this must be the only one i was serious at..

unsatisfactory achievements:

english lor! how could i not finish my essay.. i had a dramatic ending in mind.. now i had to end it with a non-decent anti-climax.. i hope they sympathise with me..

a maths! in a rush, my whole particle question was done wrongly.. that's 10 marks up the sky.. my biggest careless mistake ever hahaz..

biology! 3/4 of an essay question left undone.. and I knew the answers!

geography! for wind rose I decided not to trust my intuition and ended up with opposite wind directions.. an easy 5 marks now gone hahaz.. oh well.. can get arnd B3 to A2 lahz.. the old geog king is now gone lahz.. bleaghs.. my disadvantage is that when I lose interest in geog, nothing i do will help.. so.. sorry!

that shld be all.. if I'm lucky, i shld get at least 5 A1s lahz.. anyway we'll see in March.. for now let's enjoy while we can.. wow.. I really miss the Os now they are gone.. the papers were fun man.. especially bio's irritating paper-2 crap.. chem shld have more practical questions like physics' heat pipe lahz.. then i can enjoy the papers more..

good luck to all those still taking their Os!

When It Looks Like I Have Failed

Failure does not mean I'm a failure;
It does mean I have not yet succeeded.
Failure does not mean I have accomplished nothing;
It does mean I have learned something.
Failure does not mean I have been a fool;
It does mean I had enough faith to experiment.
Failure does not mean I have disgraced;
It does mean I have dared to try.
Failure does not mean I don't have it;
It does mean I have something to do in a different way.
Failure does not mean I am inferior;
It does mean I am not perfect.
Failure does not mean I have wasted my life;
It does mean that I have an excuse to start over.
Failure does not mean that I should give up;
It does mean that I should try harder.
Failure does not mean that I will never make it;
It does mean that I need more patience.
The only people who never fail are
Those who never try.
Worry not about failure;
Worry about the chances missed when you don't even try.

Slow reflexes come before a fall

Hahaz.. i have to blog about this. Under the helm of yours truly, i suffered a crushing defeat against the unorthodox GCE "O" Level Biology Paper 2. Note the "O" there.

Anyway, i was too absorbed with my victory over the uber-no-kick-can-close-one-eye-and-do-in-20-min GCE "O" Level Biology Paper 1, namely the MCQ. Although i did not write much for my essays as usual, i could not complete 3/4 of the last question, worth 10 marks. Yes, that means 7.5 marks. The best thing was, I completely knew how to do them! So now i feel the biggest impact, i need fast reflexes for all my papers in the future..

If i am fortunate enough for my MCQ and Prac, then perhaps i may get an A1. If not, it will be in a range of 2-4. Bio is my weakest subject but i thought i could obtain an A1. That seems improbable, so i will have to depend on Phy and Chem liao lor. I hope they come out with some manageable papers there. Anyway, i guess a 7-8 is enough for me, so i shall just make full use of this 5 days break, making sure to cramp in 6 topics of Geography every now and then.. hahaz..

Best luck!

P.S. I heard that last year, for Chinese Lit., A1 was 90, A2 was 88, B4 was arnd 75.. what is this?!

Hello World

Woah! This means I was successful in building a computer from scratch.. Muahaha!

Since i'm so delighted, i shall post a picture of my desktop.

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Interesting read, i must say.

Demanding women? It's reason to rejoice

ALTHOUGH responding to Miss Wong Mei Xuan's letter, 'Time for Singapore girl to play the 'little woman' (ST, Oct 23), merely serves to prove her point that the Singapore girl 'debates and argues impassionedly', wanting to 'win at all costs', I am compelled to offer my two cents' worth.

Undoubtedly, the Singapore girl is harder to please than her Chinese, Vietnamese or Malaysian counterparts. Like Miss Wong said, we are smart, driven by ideals and can be oh, so very demanding. However, I rejoice in this fact.

Singaporeans have been blessed with good leadership, leading to an affluent society and an enlightened administration which gives equal educational opportunities to females. Education has empowered Singapore females. It is no surprise then that Singapore females are harder to please. Marriage is not their only key to betterment.

Miss Wong argues that Singapore women should play the 'little woman' or risk being single forever. To qualify as the 'little woman' they have to speak softly, give 'barely audible replies', have no expectations of their better half, be docile, giggly and, as Malaysian women do, 'pander to the boys' needs'.

Frankly, I could not help but laugh when I read this. I have no doubt that there will be men who like the 'little woman' but to demand that all Singapore women have to be the 'little woman' to nab a catch is a bit ridiculous.

Call me naive, but I would like to think that there will be just as many Singapore men who like women with a little bit of brains, character and personality.

Whether a Singapore female should play the 'little woman' is really up to her and the man she is dating. If everyone's happy, why not?

It is my belief that a strong, healthy relationship is that of equals and if Singapore men cannot accept that, well, as Miss Wong said, at least I will have my dog for company.

Lee Ti-Ting (Ms)

It's a women's world here in Singapore

MISS Wong Mei Xuan's letter, 'Time for Singapore girl to play the 'little woman' (ST, Oct 23), took courage to write. Unfortunately, it will alienate both sides. Singapore women will misunderstand immediately that they are being asked to play dumb and act docile. Thinking men will be put off by her identification with the female chauvinists' self-congratulatory premise that local men can't handle smart women.

Look at what marriage today offers the local male. He is expected to do half the housework, over and above paying most of the bills. Yet he would have a hard time convincing a divorce court that he did so. He is exhorted to be more involved in the care of his children, as if working hard to meet their material needs is not a sign of caring. Yet custody goes to the wife almost as a matter of course in a divorce.

Beyond this, it is the norm that the wife calls the shots in practically every area. For example, when something catches his attention which does not hold any interest for her, 80 per cent of Singapore women will say impatiently: 'Don't waste time, lah, let's go.'

Women's lib[eration] here has morphed into the 'Girl Power' thing, which is chauvinistic and anti-male in essence.

Dominating a boyfriend or husband is equated to 'empowerment' when it really just betrays smallness.

It takes a much more secure, mature and sophisticated woman to engage, treat and love her man as an equal.

Wong Hoong Hooi

This sure is a sensitive issue. But anyway, i shall comment.. Hahaz..
Equals i don't mind. But when some ladies have nothing to offer and instead want a tall, dark, strong gentleman who is sensitive and caring, plus rich.. Hahaz.. To love, one must give first.. If u expect a lot, u must be good urself mahz.. Maybe some have been through a lot and thus have the "been there, done that" attitude.. I think that's too narrow-minded..
Anyway, to be practical, appearances are too vital huh.. It would be better if everyone concentrated on their innate talents and keep improving instead of dwelling on looks and everything.. Best is to concentrate on improving EQ..
There's this saying that to be happy, one had better curb their expectations, not try to reach them.. Of course dreams are different lahz.. If everyone was too contented, there would be no improvement..
Aiyo.. Full of criticisms huh.. Hahaz! Too bad the education system teaches us how to be critical but not how to be appreciative.. Not that i will be dulled by that system lahz..
Both genders are supposed to be complementary lahz.. From what I see, some men are more impulsive.. And women more calm? Unless they use PMS as an excuse lahz.. Actually many more other examples lahz.. Lazy to write though.. Hahaz.. Whoops! Read too much Da Vinci code liao, keep getting influenced by that "sacred feminine" thing..

Lastly, to each his own.

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vjc open house was not bad. jeremiah went too.
anyway, we went to hcjc in a taxi. yeah, i said "national jc", next to hwa chu, and mister driver turned right into hcjc. hahaz! oh well, i'll have to consult junwee on hwa chong's environment, if he is to go to the open house.
saw alvin at vjc, then at njc, suddenly see wansu and jan.. but then i remembered wansu was planning to go njc, so.. hahaz.. also saw pri sch friends.. plus xinlin looked so different after months and no spectacles that i didn't recognise her after a loooong while..

i'm glad that i went to njc. vjc wins hands-down.
vjc's principal Mrs Chan has a better flair for speech, communicating with empathy, rather than njc's, who was all about business! "are you fit to be in our esteemed society", not bad, njc..
vjc has better arts of coz, better mass dances and choir (duh), while nj has that ultra-cool science programme and super ultimate science equipment in the labs lor!
maybe i will put vjc as my first and second choices, thanks to advice from jan..
the moderation is a double-edged sword.. now i have to put in effort, oh well! at least moderate all my sciences and gimme a 8 lahz! like jackson, all the sciences missed the next grade by 1 or 2 points man.. or leave it at 15, then i can get my scholarship more easily..

oh yes, feeling adventurous today, i decided to cook my own lunch. the salmon cost a whooping $3 dollars! oh well.. i thought it was small but somehow i barely managed to finish it. the rice was a partial failure, as i wasn't used to preparing 1 serving.. steaming broccoli was the most fun, and the most successful to boot.. woah, quite full man!

aie.. there's still 12 days to o levels.. quickly come lahz!



i have decided to do something..
not just for my future but for my parents and friends..
i would do my best for the O levels..
to get a scholarship to lighten my parents' burdens..
i was the hardest child for them to bring up..

it was a nightmare..
to experience a prolonged mood swing..
to lose all interest in everything..
to have two conflicting personalities..
to ignore all my academic studies..
and be overly obssessed with my hobbies..

acts of impulse..
at critical times..
put in zero effort in the prelims..
wallowed in my own depression..
escaping from reality..
total optimism to total pessimism..
not regretting even..

when i look back, i laugh.
it was fun.
to be at peace is more fun, however.
i will demand that my strong will be back.
that i get out of the shadows of my past autism.
i figured out that i would be happier with social science modules.

starting from today, i will study 2 hours per day.

good luck peeps!

p.s. when in need, please see a psychiatrist. however, i would advise that one avoids Dr Yeo Seem Huat at all costs.

One of my wishes is that those dark trees,
So old and firm they scarcely show the breeze,
Were not, as 'twere, the merest mask of gloom,
But stretched away unto the edge of doom.

I should not be withheld but that some day
Into their vastness I should steal away,
Fearless of ever finding open land,
or highway where the slow wheel pours the sand.

I do not see why I should e'er turn back,
Or those should not set forth upon my track
To overtake me, who should miss me here
And long to know if still I held them dear.

They would not find me changed from him they knew--
Only more sure of all I thought was true.

my modem's disease has been fully eliminated now, and it's looking great.
but i'm not. doing vigorous activity with a bad cold is not recommended.

i'm seriously finding school boring and useless. not that i realised it only now but in the past at least it wasn't so bad.

hahaz.. it has been quick. those eight months.. oh well, it has been great fun! quick, quick, and fly to the greatest fun of all!

it's lonely at the top.

the little ferret

Hephaestus believed there was a spring treasure at the end of the road.

He walked down the road, facing hordes of fierce dogs and monkeys. He was hurt badly, and sunk in his own sorrow and hatred. He thought the world was against him and nothing seemed to ever go right.

Even the spring treasure which was there disappeared when his belief faded.

Until he realised, until he believed. He began to love his enemies, and his enemies loved back. His will deterred hatred. He did not doubt, neither did he sneer. He had the courage.

And the little ferret continued to walk down the path, with a small body and a large face.

The never-ending path, with a real treasure at the supposed end - life.

maybe i shld draw a picture book about that..

[ Good luck lit people! History papers' dates are always prejudiced.. hahaz.. ]


Jackson attempting to take a photo of our fave orang utan

hahaz.. ahh yes.. this is our favourite monkey, or rather orang utan.. Lord Sin of Zoo sector, accompanied by the famous Lord Jackson of Mafia sector..

oops.. i lost the one in which some of our fave AVA guys were playing sweep and broom with the visualiser.. while they showed Xu Chun Mei's and William Hung's heavenly faces.. .... ... (editor's note: at a loss of words) but anyway, if u want it, junwee has it in his phone..

philips lcd monitor model upside-down01A

well, this should be self-explanatory.. a philips monitor not found anywhere else.. because i rotated it to the right, a desperate attempt.
now now, reading comics is made simpler..

it has been long.

i will not attempt to share what i haven learnt over these few nights.. (ed's note: he probably forgot) but i must say that good books are necessities..

anyway, as everybody knows, prelim 2 is drawing near.. okie lahz.. it's two days from now actually. hahahahaha~
i will nort remain guilty. someone's jiayou has reached me deep in my heart. i appreciate that.

jia you, good luck, gambatte, everyone! hahaz..

i will not go down without a fight.

[ Maria Mena - You're the Only One! ]

cars! cars!
oops. i forgot to wash my shoes! *runs off*,1284,64088,00.html

[Bloggers Suffer Burnout].. hahaz! they shld follow the stance of Master Jonny Chuah.

I've listened to Ayumi Hamasaki's Greatful Days.. really a lively song, the catchy melody brightens the day up! Also watched the MTV of Ayumi's Endless Sorrow.. The song lyrics are really touching and the MTV is done well.

As for Naruto, there was one touching moment in which i cried, where Naruto learnt that he is actually recognised.. I mean, people shunned him like hell before just because a demon was sealed in him.. Well, you'll have to watch it to really feel the sorrow.. Characterisation is done really well man.. On par with Neon Genesis Evangelion i wld say.

I seem to feel that i have not done something important and of course i don't wanna know what is it.. I'm getting my sleep no matter what! hahaz!


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hahaz.. this is amusing!


-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

ahh? i expected 'high' for Obssessive-Compulsive lorz, since i'm practically obssessed with strawberries and grapes.. hahaz!

i must say that scv cable really rocks lor! the speed is really impressive compared to the old Pacific line.. I'm enjoying all of it! Yeahz!

I don't wanna know
If you're playin' me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know
[ I Don't Wanna Know - Mario Winans ]

my plans to slp at 0930 have been disrupted by 10 Gold McNuggets, 1 Clowny Fillet-O-Fish and Giant Fries.

mirror2 on the wall

mirror- to err is human, and incredibly dumb.

hahaz.. i have finally decided to go on Operation Via Purifico1..
That is, after realising the need to ensure efficient airflow for optimum working, sleeping, and toying conditions..
Subroutine #1 has been finished.. All IO2s and UO3s are arranged neatly..
Now all that is left is Subroutine #2, then every, i mean every yellowish surface will be decolourised using the proven, award-winning MundaneTM method..
the MundaneTM method involves as little manual work as possible.. whole process is automated using a pair of Wei-QiTM brand hands..
since the trade secret has been leaked.. pay 0.02 gil now!
1Via Purifico: An area in the world Spira, of Final Fantasy X where female protagonist Yuna and company get locked up by the evil Seymour.. to be purified once and for all.
2IO: Identified Object.
3UO: Yeah, you guessed it! Unidentified Object.

today would be a great time to relive Evonne Hsu's Qi Yue Qi Ri Qing, becoz it is well, 7 July!
i thought that song was great, if you haven heard it.. well.. go get it lahz!
although the lyrics loop too much, the song is still great.

physics prac was extremely terrible..
if wee kim could get a 2 marks out of 15, i don't know what the world has come to..
let's hope he was just careless, using pencil to draw tables..
not that mr t.goh was too strict, but we simply haven heard of his stringent requirements before..
at least allow some leeway mahz!
but i'm very sure next time we all would make a great comeback in the form of 15s and 15.5s..

as for monday, i received a sudden call from the Great Jer who requested an audience in the tennis courts of Regentville nearby..
We had great fun laughing all the way with ZY always hitting too hard, me hitting too fast a ball, while Johnny and Jer dismissed 2 of our only usable balls..
leaving us with one furry and non-bouncy ball.. hahaz!
in the end, we decided to dip into the pool with nothing on, but instead decided to take the wiser choice: watch tv at johnny's apartment while stealing his food.
what a day!
however, bixia and fren lost their various belongings on that fateful day.. i was wondering why the reply never did come.. so, it be implored that the thief become a changed man.. the society must not degrade further.

time flies, even on schooldays, and i hope that continues until the demise of the prelims!

farewell for now then.. hahaz!

[Evonne Hsu - Qi Yue Qi Ri Qing]

since i'm not bored

Water Goddess

You are the Goddess of Water. You are very
loving, you show your emotions out in the open.
You are full of wisdom. Also dreamy... You
would rather be sleeping then awake. But are
still very happy. You are most inspiration to
the other Four Goddesses since without water
there wouldn't be life.
Other Water Goddesses: Aphrodite, Isis, Mariamne,
Mari, Tiamat, Yemaya, Ran, Kupala, Salacia

Which of the Four Elemental Goddesses are you?(With Pics)
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got it from Cam's blog, nice illustration there!


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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How to make a Wei Qi

5 parts success

5 parts ambition

5 parts joy
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness.

for some entertainment, i got this off cali's blog. what's with the dash of lustfulness! shld be dash of love lahz! hahaz!

[Counting Crows - Accidentally in Love]

it's a whole new day

youth day celebrations was amusing, considering that teachers actually sang for us..
we appreciate it. (don't we?!)

i must say that mr danny rocks. definitely the highlight of the performance. shuren was saying how he could be blinded by the sunglasses so he wobbled and danced well tycoly, but i beg to differ. i could swear that he must have been a Dance Society member. as for mr ian chiew, he played the guitar quite well, so jw realised that was how he jioed his chio wife.. imagine him playing a serenade under his lover's window with moonlight dancing around.. ahhh.. romantic..

CHjive Photo

and this.. is a cleverly-made disguise of H20 sparkerling, lime flavour. alright, this drink is pointless. but a great souvenir nonetheless, due to the unfree, and maybe inferior nature of the CHtowel.

great day today, as usual. considering that we have to go to school.
as for those taking o levels oral and listening compre, i wish you all good luck.

so we had a boring maths lesson as usual. in the LT, predictability, we have the lone "dian dong ma ta" in the first row, while all others reluctantly moved from the last to at least the 2nd row. i couldn't move to the first row, for i had not done my work. and poor jeremy, whose work was with jw, complained to ms tan that jw never come. aiee.

after the lesson, we wanted to play either soccer or basketball. we realised that listening compre was over, so aloy rushed bravely through the sea of fire to get a soccer for us, only to find the PE office's door locked. sad. neglecting the fact that the china scholars shld be slping until about 12, we called and arranged for an appointment with them. so, no field soccer! haiz.. and i tot i could relieve those days..

so to RI we went, and had a great time playing street soccer on the basketball court. had wanted to play field one, but of coz their field was occupied by the softball team. obviously they were training hard to beat our softball team. i hope u all succeed, which is quite impossible. we were constantly disrupting the RI's sch bball team with various kicks, be it bicycle kick, banana kick or strawberry kick. eventually, aloy and jack had to leave to meet up with their dates. so, we continued with our favourite bball. it was so shuang, man.

so to j8 i went, with zhuang yi and brian. at this fj ahz, they had a lucky draw for expenditure over $10. a kind worker there actually helped us to collect the receipts to add up to $30 so that each of the three of us would have a chance at the unlucky draw. of coz, we were quite involved in our discussion of gays, so as paiseh as we were for the free receipts.. we readily accepted and said thanks. thank you very much.

ahhz.. so after i got home.. i finally found Final Fantasy IX disc 4 hidden in between everything. finally, after 1 week of pining. then i also found my WarCraft III cd. hahaz! this is great!

it has been a great day. and it will always be.

[ Anastasia - At the Beginning ]

everytime i try to fly i fall without my wings

migraines are a pain in the neck. rather, they're a pain in the head. (duh)
i have felt drained, since 1 week ago. obviously it's not school.. but something else. i wonder what it is. this is the first time i'm so lost! hahaz..

anyway, school has been rocking.. more specifically, having fun and laming around. not that it's my forte. but somehow, the plaything of today and yesterday was jw's newly bought councillor tiepin lar. at a price of $0. on the zipper it goes.. hahaz!

i've had so much of Mr LHB's antics that i've become blind to them liaoz.. whatever it is, i hope my juniors can take it lahz.. who knows, next time perhaps they'll come out with CHsweet.. it'll be toxic i tell you. well, i'm getting out of there soon.. no matter what the destination, be it Hwa Chu or Gong Chu, it's still a Chu Lu.

i hope the class t-shirt doesn't need any changes no more. my comp is kinda slow for that kinda thing, hahaz! what's more, my floppy drive is fried?

yum! i feel great after eating garlic chicken noodles! i need to get my appetite back man!

maybe i shld drop a maths or bio. take up jap.

and now, to regain some lost sleep.

[britney spears - everytime]

maths woes

School Rocks!

ahhh! i have woken up a panda tweety like bixia is! been sleeping at around 4am recently, for some reason.. no, it's not soccer. probably too excited that i will get to see the teachers, HB and of coz mr toh again. that will have to stop!

anyway, best of j-pop 2004 contains some wonderful selections man. the vcd is eye candy too lor. and my favourite artist is inside! hahaz!

spiderman 2 is coming soon. perhaps i will watch the late nite movie marathon, if time allows. if not.. challenge the second spiderman i shall. who wanna watch?!

evening draws nigh.. soon darkness will embrace my undone work. i can't believe 4 weeks have passed so quickly.. it was fun, everyone. it will continue to be. now it's time to regain my stronghold. take that, my friends! =)

Tweety Bird
You are Tweety
You are cute, and everyone loves you. You are a
best friend that no one takes the chance of
losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have
your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You
are witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep
clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.

Which Cartoon Character are you?
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ahhh. i tot i tot i saw a puddy cat.

England had a great start thanks to Owen. I mean, a goal in just the third minute. Portugal did not perform up to expectations. But Postiga's header was smooth man. Almost at the end of the match liao. Deco! What are you doing! Had England not missed the penalty, or rather, Beckham...

to a field trip we will go

had a wonderful outing today, although it was only six of us.
somebody put a lot, and i mean a lot of cheese on my baked rice. i love cheese, but too much? hahaz!
peizhi has a wonderful hairstyle. *hearts*
yq and sham have sexy rings. *hearts*

chew couldn't come because he was ill. take care ah!

somehow, i always see this familiar geraldine everywhere, but i do not realise that it's her until after a while. hahz!

oh, reading is not equivalent to no life. never. neither is playing games. i mean, useful games lar. some games have great plots.

i feel numb to the touch. human nature has gone haywire.


Some guy: Why?! Is it that hard to find someone with both looks and personality? And my expectations are not high.. I'm getting out of Singapore!

"When you are ready and worthy, you will find her."

WQ: "Or him."


WQ: "You mean i'm not?"

"Then it's probably the other party who is not ready to receive."

WQ: "Say, do you have a notification service for that?"

"For.. for what?"

WQ: "You know, a service that sends out sms when whoever is ready."

"Well, you can ask Cupid!"

WQ: "No. He's not reliable!"

"There's no one else."

WQ: "But Cupid has a sister, no?"

"Well, she's full of it. So, no."

WQ: "Oh. Then please, give me his number."


WQ: (Dials)


WQ: "Hello!"

"Hello! This is Cupid's sister, Cupidness speaking. He's currently engaged, so i'm replacing."

WQ: "Oh! Stupidness? I need a sms notification service for [ready people]."

"Ahh, we do that no more. We have a new product for that. It's called [Love Potion 1/10]. Priced cheaply at only $infinity. Buy nine get one free. As the name implies, you need 10 bottles to concoct a usable [Love Potion]."

WQ: "But love is supposed to be priceless! Appreciated! Not manipulated!"

"Yes! The society must be warm! Doesn't mean a half-conservative one has to be cold!"

"I'm Mojojojojo~ i'm taking over the world and making it a better place filled with love *hearts*"

hahaz! switching to scv maxonline liaoz. get a free mp3 player too man! now no need to buy one le. yeahz!

oh yes. they put in a lot of effort in their concert, "cedar in harmony". definitely enjoyed the disney tunes, hahaz! the music performance was great while the stage perfomance was not that impressive.. nervous, probably. no eye contact for a emcee?

the world is wonderful! it can be ugly too. but well, let's appreciate the world together!

and so, with determination

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I'll paint it on the walls
'cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'cause inside I realise
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit

hahahaz! chung cheng's band concert was not bad. i mean, if u compare our sch's... had a great time if you ask me. and now, on to another concert tml.

i don't like how people stereotype me. sure lahz, impression is hard to change.. but well. assumption. very irritating. hahaz!

i hope tml would be a sunny day. if not, the swim won't be fun. hahaz!

me in a "snap"

What is your full name::Ong Wei Qi
Spell your first name backwards::"I'm the Greatest" Pointless lar.
Date of birth::3rd nov 88
Male or female::male.
Astrological sign::the scorpion king.
Nicknames::wq, waxqube, weiqi, qi-kun.
Occupation::part-time web-designer, part-time student
Hair color::dashy black with a bit of reddish-brown in sunlight
Eye color::eye? black, white and red.
Where were you born::thomson medical centre!
Where do you reside now::northern singapore.
Screen names::waxqube, auroral
What does your screen name stand for::out-of-the world objects!
What is your greatestjournal name::that would have to be suteki-na-de.
What does your greatestjournal name stand for::isn't it beautiful?
Pets::furry and blurry, my hamsters and their kids.
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake::6. 10 + 5 mahz.
Piercings::now closed le
Tattoo's::never lar.
Shoe size::9-10
Righty or lefty::ambidextrous
Wearing::six packs and boardshorts
Hearing::my sister singing, breakin the habit.
Feeling::great, and stoic.
Eating/drinking::vanilla delight.
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love::yes.
How many people have you said:said? actions lar.
How many people have you been in REAL love with::real? 8 or more.
How many people have you kissed::that's too many to count lar!
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex::yeah. my father onli. onli hor.
How many people have you dated::i didn't count.
What do you look for in a guy/girl::85% personality and 15% looks.
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex::the eyes. expression.
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for::fun and interesting. understanding too.
Do you have a crush right now::yeahz.
If so who is it::ice cream. you expected you? haahz!
Do you believe in love at first sight::yes.
Do you remember your first love::i never forget.
Who is the first person you kissed::shld be.. my mother.
Do you believe in fate::yeahz. although an illusion it is.
Do you believe in soul mates::yes.
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours::of coz.
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have::one!
What are your siblings names::jocelyn!
What are your parents names::jasmine, james.
How many siblings does your mother have::two!
How many siblings does your father have::two also!
Where are your parents from::Republic of Singapore.
Is your family close::quite.
Does your family get together for holidays::yes of coz.
Do you have a drunk uncle::nahz. i'd be more drunk.
Any medical problems run through your family::corniness onli.
Does someone in your family wear a toupee::no lahz! not even menopause yet leh.
Do you have any nieces or nephews::of coz! hahaz! so cute!
Are your parents divorced::no. probably never.
Do you have step parents::nahz.
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family::nopez.
Did some of your family come to America from another country::no.
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life::wo zai shen bian.
What's the most embarrassing cd you own::what's there to be embarrassed of?
What's the best cd you own::hahaz! best is too specific.
What song do you absolutely hate::not that i know of.
Do you sing in the shower::hahaaz! obviously. and talk crapz too.
What song reminds you of that special someone::you say it best when you say nothing at all
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink::there you go!
Aerosmith::love in an elevator livin it up when i'm goin down
Madonna::but i'm the luckiest..
Korn::can't find a way to get across da hate
Backstreet Boys::you are my fire
The Beatles::hey jude don't be afraid!
J.Lo::even if you were broke my love don cost a thing
*Nsync::forgot liao.
Limp Bizkit::haha. dunno.
Stacie Orrico::there's gotta be more to life
Creed::beautiful stripped me
Britany Spears::oops i did it again
Good Charlotte::girls will laugh at boys when they're not funny
Christina Aguilera::if you wanna be with me i can make ur wish come truee
Eminem::won the real slim shady pls stand up
Kelly Clarkson::some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this
Kelly Osbourne::nahz.
Mandy Moore::nahz.
Nelly::furtado better lahz. then i see you standing there wanting more from me
Alicia Keys::some people want it all but i don wan nothing at all
Color::blue and all bright others.
Food::oriental cuisine. plus everything else fit to be in my mouth.
Song::rene liu - hou lai
Show::i miss [friends]. a lot.
School subject::like duh. all rite? but i don lyk sch.
Band/singer/artist::no one really.
Animal::cats and dolphins, hamsters too.
Outfit::the blue outfit.
Radio station::yes 933, perfect10.
Movie::league. home alone. day after tml.
Pair of shoes::reebok! sometimes no balance.
Cartoon::anime better lar. neon genesis evangelion. digimon. doraemon.
Actor::andy lau.
Actress::jennifer aniston.
Potato chip::jack and jill!
Drink::apple juice.
Perfume/cologne::hugo boss.
Pizza topping::hawaiian.
Jello flavor::nahz, don eat jello beans here, only jellies.
Lunch meat::pork!
Card Game::bridge.
Video game::xenogears.
Website::i love google!
Book::currently, lu ding ji. hercule poirot also not bad.
Computer game::neverwinter nights. need for speed franchise.
Number::2 and 7
Cereal::milo, frosted flakes, honey stars
Comedian::am i not one?
Dessert::iced almond longan!! honeydew sago!!
Disney character::eeyore, mickey
Clothing store::hahz, hang ten. actually anything lar.
Past time::walk in the dark.
Teacher::biological mr jefrey goh, sweetie mrs chow may yen
Childhood toy::LEGO! even now, lego mindstorms.
Carnival game/ride::bumper cars.
Candy bar::i love all candies.
Magazine::reader's digest, fhn, u weekly.
Salad dressing::mayonnaise!
Thing to do on the weekend::chill out. means everything, as usual.
Hot drink::green tea, earl grey tea. maybe expresso.
Sport to watch::it would have to be badminton, or bball.
Person to talk to online::you mean people to talk to.
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets::they're colourful.
What color are your bedroom walls::lettuce green!
Do you have posters on your wall::no.
If so of what::a 1000p jigsaw i pieced of snowy houses.
Do you have a tv in your bedroom::no. monitor can double up though.
How many pillows are on your bed::one. used to have one more..
What do you normally sleep in::tee.
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas::bananas in pyjamas
What size bed do you have::single.
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed::nahz. used to have bunk de.
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom::yes.
Describe the last nightmare you had::i do not have nightmares.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals::nahz.
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::1.5.
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::i'm 0.5 don worry.
Any unusual sleeping positions::yoga anyone?
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling::not anymore.
Do you snore::no.
How about drool::nahz.
Do you have an alarm clock in your room::an? i have three.
What color is the carpet in your room::there is sadly no carpet.
What's under your bed::chimeras, bogeymans and dragons.
This or that
Day/night::the mysterious night.
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west::what is this?
Heaven/hell::none. earth, thank you.
Make love/have sex::make love.
Coffee/tea::both is okay.
Hamburgers/hotdogs::hotdogs rock.
Rap/rock::rock rocks.
Britney/Christina::oh pls.
Swiss cheese/american cheese::as long as it is CHEESE.. yum.
Real World/Road Rules::real world larz.
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync::how about none?
Silver/gold::none. platinum pls. or aquamarine.
Nike/Adidas::hmmm. depends on which use.
McDonalds/Taco Bell::of coz mac lar. taco bell is fei de.
Sweet/sour::a combination of both. plus spicy pls.
Hot/cold::hmmz, lukewarm.
Read/watch tv::both.
Shorts/skirts::DUH! i won answer this stupid one.
Colored pictures/black and white photos::black and white.
Meat/vegetables::definitely meat. must have vege too.
Mexican food/chinese food::can both or not?
Scary movies/comedies::hmmmz. both?
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits::hmmm.. bikinis. but obviously i don wear dem lar.
Sandals/tennis shoes::as long as it's footwear lahz.
Dogs/cats::hahahaz! animals are cute.
Water/land::aiyo. both again.
Sugar/spice::the best is a combination of both, yeahz!
Chicken/beef::chicken pls.
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights::hmmzz.. i just want the reindeers.
Cars/trucks::cars. i mean slick race cars. too fast too furious!
Austin Powers/James Bond::hahz. james bond. no austin powers thank you.
Popcorn/pretzels::popppy corns! salted and sweet pls.
Passionate kiss/peck::kiss + embrace.
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling::nonono. martial arts nicer.
Back rub/foot massage::backrub.
Picture frames/photo albums::picture frames!
Pens/pencils::pencils. more texture.
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem::no comments.
Virgins::not anymore.
God::i refuse to believe in Him. never.
The Osbournes::hahaz funny.
Reality TV::entertaining. but pointless.
J.Lo::okay lahz. dumb ben affleck for what?
Religion::i respect them. but i don believe in them.
Emo music::no comments.
Valentine's Day::ahh, i love chocolates.
Christina Aguilera's comeback::no comments.
Homosexuals::no objection.
Abortion::no objection too.
Inter-racial relationships::what's the fuss about? love transcends boundaries.
Murder::evil. pointless. torture better. hahahaz!
Death::sad la.
Obesity::absolutely prejudiced against. can be cured leh.
Pre-marital sex::depends. may be good or bad.
Terrorism::pointless. waste of time.
Pornography::low class.
Fortune Tellers::cheat my money.
Threesomes::don wan.
Prostitution::eeeks. evil. but their own freedom lar.
Politics::don care.
Country music::hahaz, rocks!
George W. Bush::no comments.
Cloning::cloning can cure. but not evil cloning.
Britney's boobs::whatever.
Gas prices in America::no comments.
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack::jack and jill went up the hill..
Tiffany::the jewellery? or fish's song.
Ben::ben affleck!
Maria::some angelic figure
Nicole::kidman. nicole highway?
Amy::a cute lil' girl
Adam::the story of adam and eve.
Richard::hmmm. not that i can think of.
Arnold::hahaz. that fit politician-actor.
Tom::and jerry kid!
Melissa::melissa neo?
Charlotte::hahaz, a spider?
Vanessa::some sweet girl.
Michelle::hmm. nahz.
Kevin::Calvin Klein.
Brent::ahhh, someone good in IT skills.
Jake::a broom?
Billy::hahaz, cowboy.
Sarah::hahaz, cowgirl.
Natalie::portman. a whale too.
Christy::iced cake?
Taylor::hmmmz, nahz.
Jordan::hahaz, me lor? the flag too? of coz michael jordan.
Jamie::Miss Singapore Universe 2001! or jeremy chia..
Adrian::some sage.
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone::i would never do that. disgraceful, low-class.
Been on a diet::no. i don nid one. hahaz!
Been to a foreign country::yes. not out of SE asia yet though. *sads*
Broken a bone::not yet, but soon.
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling::yes yes.. tooth fairy missed one tooth. also rubber band too.
Swear at a teacher::why swear lahz?
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages::no.
Got in a fight::yeahz. twice in fact.
Dated a teacher::very not up to standards. disgusting.
Laughed so hard you peed your pants::no. only tears.
Thought about killing your enemy::kill? i mean, torture is better.
Gone skinny dipping::no. no.
Met another gj member in the flesh::no.
Told a little white lie::little? all my white lies are big.
Told a secret you swore not to tell::secrets are not meant to be told.
Stolen anything::no.
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid::not that i know of.
Been on TV::not yet.
Been on the radio::not yet.
Been in a mosh pit::nopes.
Been to a concert::of coz.
Dated one of your best friends::yes.
Loved someone so much it makes you cry::yes.
Deceived somebody close to you::i have no need to deceive.
Broken the law::jaywalk.
Been to a rodeo::no.
Been on a talk show::not yet.
Been on a game show::not yet.
Been on an airplane::yes! fun!
Got to ride on a firetruck::not yet.
Came close to dying::hmmmz, almost fell off the window.
Cheated on a bf/gf::never.
Gave someone a piggy back ride::hahaz! of coz! a lot.
Terrorized a babysitter::no. actually yes. hahahaha~
Made a mud pie::no.
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff::ahhh, yes, but that was fun.
Snuck out of the house at night::do i need to sneak? sneak?
Been so drunk you don't remember your name::not that drunk.
Had an eating disorder::yes. didn't wanna eat anything. wld puke.
Felt like you didn't belong::of coz. i belong to heaven rite? hahahaz!
Felt like the 3rd wheel::hmm. yeah.
Done drugs::never.
Been arrested::never. not that dumb.
Had your tonsils removed::no.
Gone to camp::of coz! camp rocks!
Won a bet::like duh.
Written a love letter::yea.
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love::yea.
Written a love poem::yea.
Kissed in the rain::pool considered?
Slow danced with someone you love::not yet. soon.
Participated in an orgy::no.
Faked an orgasm::no.
Stolen a kiss::stolen? what stolen! pls, i don nid to steal. hahaz!
Asked a friend for relationship advice::nahz.
Had a friend steal your bf/gf::oh come on, if they can even steal, i'll let them.
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love::not yet. but would like to. hahaz!
Gotten a speeding ticket::nahz. not that dumb also.
Done jail time::nopez. waste of my time. never.
Had to wear a uniform to work::mac's one considered? then yes.
Won a trophy::of coz duh.
Thrown up in public::nopes.
Bowled a perfect game::you must be kidding. not yet.
Failed/got held back::nahz.
Got perfect attendance in grade school::you bet.
Roasted pumpkin seeds::hmmmz, no.
Taken ballet/karate lessons::no, but would like to take ballet and akido.
Attempted suicide::yes, twice, but of coz fail (duh)
Cut yourself::accident lar.
Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes::power rangers.
Did you own Treasure Trolls::noh.
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210::noh.
Did you play Simon Says::yes! fun!
Did you watch Fraggle Rock::no.
Did you wet the bed::no.
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed::hahaz, ghosts.
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them::nope. pooh.
Were you shy::yeahz.
Were you spoiled::sort of.
Were you abused::no.
Did you go to the circus::yes.
Did you go to the zoo::yes.
Were you in a car accident::yeah. my father's car, twice. rain somemore.
Did you build snowmen::would like to. but sadly.
Did you cry when you scraped your knee::of coz.
Were your older cousins mean to you::yeah.
Did you think slinkies were cool::no.
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer::yeahz!
Were you afraid of the dark::yeahz, all the dumb ghost stories.
Did you have slumber parties::yeahz!
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?:no.
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany::no.
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy::yeah
Do you believe in aliens::nopez. unless u mean u are one?
Name three things that are next to your computer::handphone, cds, camera.
Do you have any hidden talents::yes. a lot of them in fact.
Do you wish MTV would play music videos::ah? what?!
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be::hahaz, thriller.
What would your movie star name be::Apollo Spindely.
Do you play any sports::everyone of dem. badminton, bball, soccer etc.
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen::none was scary to me.
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently::league of the extraordinary gentlemen.
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen::haha.
Do you drive::not yet.
What is your dream car::toyota hybrid car.
Do you think your good looking::me? average, and above.
Do others think you are good looking::some do.
Would you ever sky dive::yeahz! looks fun!
Do you believe in Bigfoot::no.
How many rooms do you have in your house::four. not including my secret room.
Are you afraid of roller coasters::no. they're fun lar!
Do you believe in God::nope.
Do you believe in Satan::nope.
Do you believe there is a heaven::nope.
Do you believe there is a hell::nope.
Do you own a pooltable::no.
Do you have a pool::i want one.
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen::no. manually.
Do you like chocolate::of coz! white ones, bitter ones.
Who/what is on your 2003 calendar::too many.
How many U.S. states have you been to::not applicable.
Ever wished on a shooting star::yeahz, once.
Best Halloween costume you ever wore::haven celebrated b4.
Do you carry any weapons on you::you consider my tongue one? how about my thumbs?
What is your weakness::too optimistic.
Name something you can't get enough of::apple juice, and lasses duh!
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives::outgoing, crazy, quiet.
How many kids do you want to have::2.
Future daughters names::Eleanor, Agnes. Yuyan, Zixia.
Future sons names::Leon, Juda?
What is your ideal way to die::without knowing. hahaz!
How do you release stress::what stress thou speak of?
Do you consider yourself a trendy person::moderately.
Are you an artisitic person::yeahz.
Are you a realistic person?::yeahz, most of the time.
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off::no need.
Are you a strong person::obviously.
Are you a strong willed person::can u break my stronger than diamond will?
Who is the last person to e-mail you::nahz. anything is impossible.
Who is the last person to IM you::like i said.
Do you hate chain e-mails::yes. too much is no good.
Are you a deep sleeper::nopez.
Are you a good story teller::hmmz, in chinese good lah. eng hav to improve.
What do you believe is your best quality::my eh optimism?
What is your greatest accomplishment::that's hard to say.
Do you like to burn candles or incense::like the smell of incense. candles rock.
Do you have your own credit card::no.
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?::i will.. save it first.
Do you have a check book::no.
Do you like your drivers licence::no.
Do you tan easily::yeahz.
What color is your hair naturally::black.
How many fillings do you have::zero.
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit::zero.
Worst feeling in the world?:uncertainty.
Best feeling in the world::a lot lar. sad. happy too.
Is the glass half empty or half full::none. is got something good inside.
Last thing you downloaded::ffx wallpaper.
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?::of coz not.
What do you think people think of you::what others think is none of my business.
Are you a likeable person::sure. unless u offend me.
Do you need therapy::do i look like? of coz not.
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance::nope.
Do you love your bf/gf::yeah, if i had one.
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP::hahahaz! not bad.
When are you moving::not yet.
What's your favorite phrase::ahhz? obviously rite.

Long Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

oh man. this is real long. courtesy of calista.

right. left. nahz. middle.

ahhh. back i am. it is not wise to run away from home with nothing, even footwear. no currency too. how dumb i was. but then, sleeping on the streets is actually cooler than sleeping in my own room, hahaz! shld have brought a sleeping bag though. all aching!

so yarh, due to foreseen conditions, my plan has been totally messed up. i apologise for all the missed calls and msges. not to mention, the unintentional boycott of ms seah's lesson. certainly. i guess i missed the look on her face. everybody's faces too. oh wells, just have to get the tale from one of the famous bardic storytellers, mr chua yaozhen. hahaz!

aiyoz, even after finishing the anitbiotics course, i'm still getting constant headaches xia. i feel all the heat in my body. hahahaz! dragon fire, eh? probably, i had too much sleep.

there is no perfectly straight line in nature. you find me one bahz. blahz. the human mind is so complicated. frail, yet strong.

just cleaning out my closet

warning: extremist views ahead. not for the faint-hearted. i warned you.

i did warn you ah.

i must say that i love jefrey goh. really. "lectures are not compulsory, if you don't go, it's just that you lose out." very zai of him manz. now look at ms serene seah.

after hearing from jackson about ms seah's various misdeeds, i simply cannot bring myself to sympathise with her anymore. you know how serious it is when even I don sympathise with someone. just because we didn't attend ur lecture, you had to announce it to the whole staff room. how pathetic. to think she would even do this to her old cedar schmate, ms tan. she's innocent. even have to tell mrs bala about this? i mean, how pathetic is that.

disappointed with our class, really? i'm even more disappointed. i've seen countless students, be it mr chew or dingjie, complain to her. i even hoped, that she would change for the better. she brought this upon herself. it's her own stupid attitude. to think she would put the blame on us. sorry, if you don't want to be a teacher, just resign and get out. what the hell.

this sch is totally crapped up. we used to have fun, lots of them, until mr lee and his dogs came. and they really crapped the whole place up. the council is a council no more. it's just hell, dominated by mr toh and his prefects. teachers, they seem to be so stressed up by mr lee's so-called expectations. oh come on.

singapore? where the east meets the west? a fusion of eastern and western culture? what nonsense! dilute our eastern virtues. now, it's just some totally messed up piece of rojak, not making the West nor the East proud. i feel sad for our ancestors. i mean, the good points are now overshadowed by the bad ones. yeah, self-expression and satisfaction for women, influenced by the West. should be good, no? women and men are equal, that i agree. but why, must women forfeit their feminine sides? heck, even men!

career career. all so busy with their career that they have no capacity to love. correct me if i'm wrong. why did He create Adam and Eve in the first place? for this to happen? sure, men and women have equal rights. but ultimately, they are meant to compliment each other.

even more extremist and discrimination ahead. i've warned you.

all everybody cares about are appearances. hehh, it must be that i'm unlucky or that i've not seen all, but find me one beautiful and virtuous girl in singapore who is not a bitch. or find me one ugly and virtuous one who is not a butch. as for the men, i don know but they're getting worse.

crap la, take off all ur headphones and go talk to a stranger! relieve the tension lahz. i mean, get real, you expect someone to come and talk to you with ur dumbass headphones on? i mean, i can, but i get real pissed off when i see this. and those punks, who think they're almighty. go away manz! shouldn't be here.

take education for granted lahz. crapz! take it lightly yah. play play play and expect a good future. spend ur parents' money lor. buy unneccessary things lahz. heh, why the need for books? if you didn't know, books are culture. and when people DON HAVE culture, they are crapz. i mean it. hell, i don mean those stupid textbooks. knowledge is not only power. it makes one more civillised! people are more beautiful when they learn more. don have to be real smart you know. just don be a disgrace to our culture, our civillisation.

most extremist of all.

material crapz. what fashion. hang around orchard doing nothing? do sth meaningful for a change lah! i really really look down on those who only know how to play and enjoy. think they're so smart and rich, yah? so cool? all work and no play makes jack a dull boy. so we must play. however, all PLAY and no work makes jack a useless boy! so, moderation is needed.

textbooks are not everything! can learn things from everything, from the average stranger, from the beautiful flowers! go to hell, those muggers who have such narrow scope of mind.

when will people appreciate? take off those blinding, misleading tinted glasses?


it is rare that you see such a biased and prejudiced post from me. but as it is, i couldn't be bothered to write this without loaded language. at least i reduced vulgarities, yeah?

oh yah. i'm not saying i'm great. i may not be any better than those i described, the judging is yours. just my opinion, really. may be right, may not be. hahaz!

hahaz! if i had affected ur mood, i greatly apologise. i did put a warning up though!

by the splashing of the water

*splash* yeahz! went to wild wild wet today! it's at downtown east. so fun lor! hahaz! got soooo marni slides! the feeling of water.. great manz! not to mention the great sunlight! shine until so shuang! hahahaz! but obs' sun more fun lar!
this water theme park, cannot be compared to a'famosa's one lor! jurong's one also quite comparable lehz! alamak! i would rather stay in the chalet lar. last year had a great time at our class chalet man! this year must stay longer liao lar!
the wet blanket was that i suffered extreme fatigue and sore throat, not to mention drowsiness.. so yeah, sorry lahz my cousins, couldn't play with ya all, also had to trouble my father to drive me back! hahaz..
anyway! time crawls like a snail during sch days, but why, during holidays must time fly at the speed of light? ahhh!

[ Frankee - FURB ]

the sheep that was

ahhh! had a wonderful day today! didn't really feel like going to school because i was all drowsy and groggy from night activities but wells! to save ms tan's face.. maths lor! but still decided to skip ms seah's. and instead went to eat at mania, plus a trip over to bishan gym for a great workout. i'm sure that was more productive than ms seah's lesson ah?

i appreciate all the teachers' efforts.. i'm sure the teachers' would all feel disappointed, if i was in their shoes.. go to sch have lectures during holidays and yet the students don seem to care. so, i tried to be as subtle as possible. even got a MC for that sake, yah? obviously the teachers are in a difficult position. they can don't care about us, but well..

however, as it is, i will not go if i don wan to. compulsion will not yield. i would be better off seriously, at home, resting and doing revision at my own pace. i will not let this crappy education system affect my health and leisure, yah? apparently, i'm greatly underperfoming, so there's no reason that i should not go for these lessons. do i nid a reason though? hahaz!

real messy this layout. didn't have much time so just did it sloppily, hahaz! finally found this pic on deviantART and got to work on it.

i love strawberries man! no! i must love them too much! i continued to steal berries from the box and eat and eat, until i realised there was no more! oh man! now my parents and sis have to live on that few pathetic strawberries! hahaz!

hahaz! finally decided to see a doctor, for the coughs persisted. they still persist. evil little phlegm! hahaz! that meant i get to skip a whole day of lessons. which is definitely regrettable for anyone else. hahaz!

ai wei he wu? quite subjective, if you ask me. love is everywhere, if you have the sincerity to find it. make space for capacity to love. hahaz, why is everyone's guard put so high? well, everything may not be the same as you've been through, so take risks.

the weather has been freakingly hot again! not that i want the day after tomorrow to come lahzz..

i'm in gryffindor!

be sorted @

hahaha! gryffindors unite! but i prefer hufflepuff.. sounds better? hahaz!

i'm a prisoner, held on by a invisible leash of material gains. trapped within a cell of certificates, appearances and currency. who are you to judge one's value? those who have nothing, they seem more free. though i have broken the chains, there still exists a lingering attachment. when?

it takes more effort to do less manz.. especially writings. was that from Mark Twain?

todae maths lecture was a big use manz. i mean, big. i shouldn't have gone for goodness sake. but i had to return johnny his ke xin's physics paper and present the class tee design to lin de lin mahzz.. hahaz.. but ponned the rest anyway, coz i have a bad cough.. it has lasted for like 7 days. i am too lazy to see a doc lahz.. maybe shld consult bugs bunny. anyway, that's the reason i don wanna talk much.

yeahz! i have finally finished the RPG of the Year 2003! what a relief.. it took 52 hours of playtime to complete it man. wheew.. i'll recommend suikoden 3 for any RPG fanatics yarhz.

ahhz.. the eng o level talk was quite okie to say the least. i mean, most of the things i know.. but i did appreciated the refreshments.

oh what a mess! as if it wasn't enough that beryl was late, she had to go to the wrong place.. there is no bowling alley in the vicnity of hougang! oh wellzz.. went to ps to eat lahzz.. then when they went shopping for some pencil box, i decided to be anti and shop on my own.. hahaz! talk sparingly, indeed.

oh mans. every bone and muscle of my body is in a fit. quit complaining lahz! hahaz.. played bball for 4h continuously at RI. we played "horse" using things like *ucker, spastic gay, fag, horny.. all thot up by our very own treeman.
hahaz, anyway, our sch facilities really suck right now man.. kaozz.. cannot enjoy the full new facilities. pri sch lidat, sec sch also lidat.. hahaz.
ahhh.. todae, a nice smiling lady told me in the train that my bag was open. very kind of her. thanks! i mean, i walked all the crowded way to the mrt station and nobody sees? sad case lar. small things like these speak volumes.
it's raining manz! yeah! a pity i am not close enough to observe the raindrops.. i shall collect rainwater as water rations!

[ Tian Di Yi Miao - Shine ]

easy come easy go

ahh.. finally mania is back with its pasta at j8! or am i just slow? hahaz! just wasted like 10 plus there.. sad.. financial situation is not good now, is it? (when was it good anyway?)
well, many people have commented about my digusting dyed hair. btw, it's yellow in colour not white. it's because of painting the whole house too vigorously. hahaz! of course i won't dye yellow right and till so er xin..

[ F.I.R - Fly Away ] is it just me, or is faye's voice not bad?

flag day.
...... of course. typical singaporeans everywhere.
wellz, since there was no troy anymore, we chose an alternative. dog lame, cannon lame and jack lame went bowling. i love cine's alleys. only in there i get a double strike with a 14 pound ball. that got jw ready to try the cannonball style with the 14 pound ball, which resulted in a big hole. what a waste of our money, actually. should have used the per hour, or go play lan.

however, that was not the worse thing. lacking money and jackson being nowhere in sight, we thus had to sacrifice pastamania. sad case.

fatigue led to magical land on the mrt, missing bishan interchange. if not for "cannonball" junwee, i would have overslept even past yio chu kang. thanks man!

hmmmz, had a few coincidences recently. met qiaoyun at NJC. then sneak attacked SHERMAINE THAM EN YI at jurong. finally got sneak attacked back by sham. aiyn.

oh wellz.. i think 5 is my lucky number. i have 5 in my block and apartment number, take 55 home directly, and have 5 hamsters. what's more, i found a $5 note just 5 minutes before i boarded the bus 55. then 5 steps before i reached my home, i almost fell off the staircase. xie men. that's not all. i realised for the first time that my neighbour's plant has 5 leaves.

what do you call a beautiful and virtuous girl in Singapore?
a tourist.

ahhh. harry performed better in the first two episodes. i expected better. but nonetheless quite a good watch. now it's time for spiderman 2 and godsend, who wanna watch?

tml is flag day. i thought i could have a good night's sleep but no. not that i am not willing to go lahz, just that we have to report so early.. hahaaz, jackson has devised a plan to get a lot of coins from change by eating at mac. no, i'm not going to reveal it. (bleaghs) well, do support us at bugis in the morning!

aiyoz, i just cleared my 400 msgs, how come rise to 100 liao! irritating..

ahhz, i was sucked into the Enchanted Kingdom called "Far Far Away", been to the dead swamps and met Mr Shrek, who lived happily ever after with Fiona Charming.
After that light-hearted journey, i was caught dead in the middle of a big snowstorm. Temperatures ranged below 150 Farenheit. My helicopter crashed onto the white sea of snow but i managed to escape the agony of frostbite by dashing straight into a public library. There, i kept warm by the fireplace until the Day after Tomorrow, when US helicopters finally arrived and saved me.
Ahhhz... then i was trapped in a battle between the Romans and the Greeks. I nearly crashed into one of the pikes setup when luckily i was saved by Hector himself. Then.. Sad that i didn't get to watch troy, thanks to a long queue.. and many thanks to some non-idiot who couldn't make it on earlier days? hahaz! But it was fun lahzz.. Day after Tomorrow also not bad, i like the plot man.
Finally, we got to our dear school's CO concert, where we managed to see Delin being cool in his pipes, while Jackson was playing the cello with such emotions. However, i did not think it was worth the full $8. It would have been better if they got Mark Tan as the emcee instead of someone who speaks English worse than even ME (and you know, when i try to speak English.. haha) CO needs to jia you!