a great start

For some reason or another, i'm feeling dang free now.. It's the feeling you get when you have nothing to do.. It's the feeling you get when you braved through Bio and realise how easy it would be if one studied lol.. I was like, totally blank and "i think i am dead" when I saw the last question, a 20 marks essay question.. "i think i am dead" lingered for around around 2 seconds until i realise it won't be counted in promos.. So I just wrote 10 lines to humour my new Bio teacher who showed us a cool episode of Simpsons and linked it to Bio.. Kinda regret that I won't be able to at least be one of the top 20 that's all i guess..

As for Physics, I just didn't do the last 4 pages that's all.. Only around 30 to 40 marks la.. And that is without counting the not-so-sure answers.. That is not all.. After the exam was over I flipped to the last four pages and realised they were so simple that i wanted to knock-my-head-in-some-hard something-but-realised-it-won't-help.. Kinda regret that I won't be able to at least be one of the top 20 that's all i guess..

As Liru says, it's a wake-up-call for the promos.. Still, I don't think I would like to mug maths for tomorrow.. Never have, never will.. I just kinda expect it to have the best grade out of all six subjects.. If it doesn't then I will be very, very disappointed for around 1 min..

Yep, I must have gone to RJ because their common tests are not counted.. I must have..

For now I'm making models with paper clay.. It's fun! It's amazing sometimes how something you expect turns out to be something you don't expect lol..

Well, all the best to everyone for all your tests!

two in a million

omg! two posts in one day! ok la, i just biked to school in the morning and back at night today, fun and tiring. there's this excitement factor too, something which typical teens appreciate, being on the roads. was gonna eat haagen daz la, but someone was too full to eat anymore lol.. wonder if the voucher is valid at j8's haagen daz.

Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.

What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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since i have not taken a quiz for maybe a thousand seconds and one year, i thought i would mug one from wayening's blog. hmm.. i think twice before acting.. haha!

Terry Pratchett is great. I'm glad to have stumbled upon His books, especially the Discworld series. His world is a disc and carrying the disc is Great A'Tuin the turtle.. and the main character in the first book is a failed wizard who only knows one spell because all other spells are afraid of that one spell.. Death also makes His appearance.. Definitely different from the usual fantasy man, it's light-hearted and entertaining. His way of writing was a lttle hard for me to understand at first but once i got used to it, it was pretty cool. And funny. I think I just got hooked. Furthermore, you can usually read the books as standalones, no need to follow the series. The stories are not long too. It just makes your day, really. Seriously, just go and get one to read..

Well, during the holidays, i went to Genting, reluctantly.. Missed quite a lot of things.. Somehow, Genting is not the same anymore.. I used to be very very very excited about going to Genting when i was younger.. The games don' really interest me anymore.. Haha.. Well I definitely enjoyed the food though. Things like Herbal Soup, Claypot Fish Porridge, Two Servings of Food, well things I don't usually get to enjoy in Singapore due to monetary concerns.. Anyway I must say that the erm Shops area was really impressive.. I mean really.. It's not like the usual shopping mall, it's done like a small town with it's own mini rivers, exotic lamps blah blah.. Must see to believe it.. Of coz there's also a rollercoaster and so on inside the area, it's like when you eat you'll hear people screaming across you all the time, kinda makes you want to ride em' haha.. Good advertisement! Well, I wanted to watch Mr and Mrs Smith too but it was unfortunately M18?! Maybe it's uncensored.. Who knows.. Well another one I wanna watch is Initial D.. Sarah recommended it.. And it's like Jay Chou is inside it too! Not that I'm a big fan of him, but well..

There was a class outing too, we were gonna ice-skate. Then in the end we couldn't decide between KBox, Pool and Ice-skating.. So it defaults to ice-skating haha.. Quite fun la.. Too bad i didn't join in "the catching game" they played.. Too tired liao.. Heard it was very fun lol..
Well then it was to Rachel's house after that, must seriously thank her for the pizzas.. We ordered too much though, couldn't finish so da bao lor.. Sunnie wanted to eat a whole pizza by himself! Humongous appetite! So it was 8-Person Bridge, Mahjong, Meet the Fockers and so on until someone decided we play the piano.. Lol then it started. We were playing A Whole New World, Come What May, Tong Hua etc liao.. Singing along was fun lol.. I think Joshua played the most man.. His sight-reading is absolutely powerful.. Then everybody took turns to play their pieces.. Shu Ting and Geoffrey played their cool exam pieces, Yi Liang and Julia played the cute Odoru Ponpokorin duet etc, Rachel played Right Here Waiting and Forbidden Love, then Joshua, well Tong Hua and many others lol.. Less musically inclined people like me had to just sit there and erm, sing along i guess.. My fingers had this urge to show off my great piece called Twinkle Twinkle Little Star but my brain urged me not to.. We all wanted to listen to the violin but Jia Hao said he had not touched it for like 9 years.. Aiieee.. Anyway during all this playing I found out from Jia Hao that our class is seriously musical.. It's like during the class introduction (i wasn't there) on the very first meeting with our civics tutor Mr Don Koh, almost everyone was saying they played a musical instrument, got people playing the Clarinet, the Erhu and so on.. it was said that Mr Koh tio shock xia lol.. Well that episode of piano playing inspires me to get my sight-reading up.. Just for the fun of it.. haha..

I used to be a perfectionist. Then I believe(d) in imperfectionism. I mean, if we were happy every second of our life, happiness won't have its value anymore.. If our handwriting were perfectly square and neat(if that was the perfect handwriting).. It wouldn't seem like it was say, natural.. If man didn't err he would be superhuman.. Well i think I overdid that though. It becomes like I don't really care if things are not going well anymore and sometimes I even deliberately do things that are obviously wrong. It's silly. Very much so. Sometimes I wish I could turn back the wheels of time and go back to being a child, then I wouldn't to care so much...

P.S. Johnny, it's time u updated ur blog. =P

P.S.2. Yay Wansu, I finally got the inspiration to update my blog. And yes, pool is missed..

s club 7 - say goodbye

there's supposed to be exclamation marks behind "holidays". somehow, the June holidays just feels.. different. it's like.. something is missing. wonder what it is. reminds me of the song "More to Life"...

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside..
it's like having all the YUMMY strawberries in the world on a lone island in the middle of nowhere, without anyone in the world to share with..
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go
there's no reply.. nobody knows.. except, maybe, the person asking..
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more
what do i really want?
I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
that sounds like the June holidays..
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing
without knowing where to search for..
i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....
should i have stopped and looked?

which reminds me of..
Some people live for the fortune
i hope they share their fortune with me..
Some people live just for the fame
i hope they share their fa.. what?! no! no fame for me for now.. famous = busy
Some people live for the power yeah
the power to kill!
Some people live just to play the game
Monopoly rocks!
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
people can't help but judge a book by its cover huh?
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
The power of a mother's love
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you
Well put.
Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
In their foolish search, they lose their youth instead..
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Or the trend, 9.25 dozen roses
And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me
where is the love?

whoohoo! by request from master David, i'm listing the RI boys i know:

Sunnie Chan aka Shing Chi
Kian Leon aka Leon
Zhi Qi aka Cheeky
Wei Jian
Yi Liang
Yingren aka Mok, Ironman
Justin Tan aka Just in Time
Qi Zhao aka Beow
Hon Loong
Neng Yang aka Mugger
Patrick Er aka Starfish
Jonathan Kang aka JonK

Chang Shui aka LCS
Zhao Wei
George aka of the Jungle

now that i think about it, there are quite a lot of non-RI boys in RJ..