hey hey! blogging at zheng han's house now. thanks for being sucha great host haha. woah haven't slept much, say only 1h plus.. do feel a bit tired but i'm surprisingly quite awake. oh well, guess i'm kinda adjusted to sleepovers already. haha. oh and my parents are coming back from Malaysia today! no more mopping the floor, washing the clothes and no more freee-dom. aww.

kinda random

if resolve could solve everything...
if persistence was the answer to all...
life wouldn't be interesting, would it...?

some things just elude you...
no matter how hard you try...
no matter how many times you get up...
they escape your grip...
for eternity?
that's because you expect them to escape your grip...
there's always an opening...
a window...
just like being perfect is a flaw...
especially for a human

loss for words

today, was a great school day.
hard to describe the feeling..
don't feel like blogging though haha..
especially after watching wait til u're older..
it made me cry for the first time in so many..

i never gave them a chance..
i just.. condemned them..

whew! i'm finally get to feel my soft pillow, after being out for two days. it was a great sleepover at cam's house. didn't get much sleep but who cares. yu xuan even stayed awake throughout the night. haha thanks cam for the great hospitality, getting drinks from the fridge ourselves is great, you have more freedom.

anyway, on fri, i was kinda late for the class outing. like perhaps 1 hour late. although they started lunch pretty late as well, coz a few people were late. it's all thanks to my super powerful pedaling. somehow, the chain got off the gear and then got stuck in a tiny gap. i remember it being somehow near the police academy. i tried to use my bare hands to pull the chain out and it didn't work. not only did it not work, my hands got really soiled. lucky there were some leaves around, else my hands would be so black. i was quite agitated at that time. it was like, almost reaching the ending point and here i am, stuck [on you]. well, anyway, then suddenly with a quick reverse twist of the crank, the chain got back on track. i was pretty relieved. up till now, i still don't know how i did it. haha.

after that, it was a breeze all the way, except for some minor detours due to map misintrepretation. well, then dear rachel told me to go through wisma, to taka's sakae. well i asked her taka saka ah and she confirmed it. well i managed to put my trust in her for a few seconds, until i realised that at taka, only sushi teh exists. cool huh.

right after lunch, it was pool. pool at k-pool, again. well the girls joined us after some shopping. today lady luck was pretty much with me and yi liang. yi liang had a few really tyco shots, like bounce here bounce there bounce everywhere then go into hole. well i had a few too. and i got back my touch, at least most of it. i got back so much of it that i got pretty complacent. well we actually played for like, 4 hours straight. whew. said hi to chew and some cath high peeps, daphne, yonglian, xueli and zara. haha kevin says zara's pool is good. that's cool.

it was quite dark by the time i cycled to cam's house. scaryfryingly dark. argh. anyway, i cycled to bishan park smoothly, enjoying the gentle winds. then my bike had to crank up again. this time, it was no joke. nothing could be done to save it. fortunately i was right at cam's back gate at the time, or else you would see no trees in bishan park. thanks uncle for the toolbox and spanner. hehe.

had great fun. now i'm quite shagged, don't feel like writing anymore. haha. shall indulge in food.

the greatest thing
you'll ever learn
is just to love
and be loved in return.